changes

are scary.
i want to rip my head off.
my face is red, my nose is stuffy.
my eyes are puffed up
and my brain is starting to hurt.
i'm confused.

happy.

yes.

finally.

______________

i have an amazing boyfriend and he makes my heart smile.

the end.

they got breast and thighs but no they don't have chicken legs

oh my oh my.
life is good.
but not incredible.
not yet. (:
this i am working on.

love
me.

party's over everybody go home.

basically rejected.
damnit.
waterworks.

i'll try to kiss you if you let me

i'm really tired of being that girl.
yeah, the one that makes out with other girl's boyfriend.
i really need to stop myself.
or find someone worth a shit so that i can be exclusive.



can't get my mind of someone.
why me?

long live the king

lets run away.
get the hell out of this town.
there is no need to rush.
we can just take our time.
plan it all right.
get a place in the mountains.
where it gets cold and snows.
no, i wouldn't like snow.
somewhere warm during the day
and sweat shirt weather at night.
yeah. that would be the life.

we're all whores some of us just get paid

i have come to realize i enjoy spending time alone.
don't get me wrong,
i love all of my friends and love their company.
but as of late, i just want to be alone.

i think part of this new found hermit feeling
is because anytime i spend time with my friends
its always cut short, and i have to make the phone calls.
everyone always does things at night
and i work at night.
i need a good book.
one that i can read that might cheer me up a little.

i think its time to reread
the perks of being a wallflower
again.